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S.: It's beautiful here.

M.: Yeah.

S.: Can we not go back home now? I want to stay.

M.: Wish we could.

S.: No, really. Why can't we?

M.: I have to work, still. You have to finish school.

S.: But wouldn't you rather just stand here, by this neat little rickety fence, and stare at the ocean?

M.: ... Of course I would. But life's not like that.

S.: It could be.

M.: Why are you suddenly talking like a twenty-four-year-old screenwriter?

S.: I just want a change, M. I don't want to go back.

M.: Some reasons we can't stay: money. jobs. family.

S.: We can sleep on the sand until we get jobs, and that'll be fine. And neither of us like our families that much.

M.: Sleep on the sand?

S.: I want to wake up to these great blue-gray clouds forever.

M.: Look. We're going.

S.: I know you think it's impossible, but.

M.: Because it is. It is impossible. Whims are horrible things to base your happiness on.

S.: All I want is to be somewhere beautiful, M.

M.: To the exclusion of what? Financial security? Career direction? Marketability?

S.: ... To the exclusion of everything.

M.: Well, I can't be here. I have a job to get back to.

S.: To the exclusion of you, then.

M.:

S.: M. Look. This place: does it get any better?

M.: It's just a beach on the coast. With yellow grass and dirty clouds. There are a million other places like this on the planet.

S.: Then there are a million places I'd rather be than back home with you.

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